long time since a post

I guess i've been somewhat preoccupied

oldie but goodie

I love you Promise Anne ( with an E ;]) Newell, I hope you always know that.

how should i say this...

I'm not really sure why but lately ive been at a loss for words. It's not so much that i'm unaware of my emotions or anything of that sort however I just don't have anything to brag or complain about. I was realizing this thinking dangg what the heck...I ALWAYS have something to say, but you know what, i'm okay with this. I think this is the point where I realize I am content with life, not that I dont see some room from improvement or where things would make it a bit nicer however i'm good, and I am oh so very thankful for that.

DISNEYLAND!

more pictures are going to come once lizy uploads them :]

I felt like such a loser at disneyland, I learned that I am VERY easily entertained- I had so much fun with the littlest things. I think it's the whole "only child" syndrome, I just dont really get bored easily. I've found that its probably the only benefit of being an only child.

p.s

not that anyone is even remotely interested in such a trivial matter as the one im about to bring up but I am a bit irked right now.

okay. so..
I was with Promise, like I always am, at target..heh... and I decided that I wanted to buy an air freshener, who knows WHY, or what the hell made me think of buying an air freshener for my car when surrounded by a store full of apartment must haves, clothes, cds, movies, the works, but it passed my little mind and I felt it was something I needed to have. So I am down the car whatever aisle, sniffing each freshener trying to find the perfect match. Well. Normally I opt for the "pina colada" or the coconut breeze but nooooo I decided to be different and get cucumber melon this time. I had the notion that I would step outside my box and embrace a little change in my life, I thought hey why not start buy picking out a different smell.

well shit.

I put it in my car, and i'm likin it for the first couple weeks thinking "hey it smells like a jolly rancher...AWESOME....

all I have to say is a month later, the air freshener was tossed out my window a block away and the smell STILL remains.

ive washed
ive cracked the window.
NOTHING is getting rid of it.
It traveled onto my most beloved jacket, my sweater, now on my hand and arm... it's everywhere and it will not come off.

never, and I mean never again will I purchase a car freshener...
that damn target car aisle.


:0

i'll live

god does in fact provide

wasnt able to pay rent- got sent a 250 dollar check along with 40 dollars cash from a close friend
wasnt able to buy groceries-the good ol mum made me a care package that will last till I get paid next.
wasnt able to afford gas-got a 50 dollar gas card... the list goes on

I have been so blessed with amazing people in my life.
:]

New Years!!

I had such a good time!! I got to spend it with two of my best friends at a party in Rancho and

here are just a few pictures.

since my camera doesnt work cell phone pictures had to do :/

more will come later

New Years Resolution:

become a chicka-pesca-turkey-nosweets-a-tarian. :]

Be content...everything that entails

content with myself

whatever circumstance comes my way

whatever happens just be okay and be okay with me.