I was reading my best friend's blog and she had recently come to a point in her life where she could see herself, and I dont mean that in a literal way, but she knows who she is and is able to come to terms with it. It's beautiful. God for so long i've wanted to do something for ME, not caring or even taking into consideration of what others may report or even think. Being a mystery is so much easier. What's sad is im probably so transparent. But back to the point. I was looking at all the things she had accepted and said without caring about the hundreds of people who would read it, or what their thoughts would be. What would happen- if anything at all Aand i envied that. I can for once honestly say i'm not at that point yet. I'm not. Sometimes I get in moods where I like to think i'm invincible and that nothing fazes me-it does.
Actually writing out who i am and what that entails is terrifying.
maybe one day.
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